10/12/08

10/12/08

I have been neglecting this for a few days. Maybe neglect isn’t the correct word and what I should be saying is that I have been extremely sick the last few days. Also I wouldn’t say that I am extremely sick its just that I have been exhausted from the most minor things possible. Well I have been living with Luli the last week and it has been an interesting time. I have realized that he loves to drink nearly every night. I don’t know if this is because he wants me to have a good time and worries about me or if he really just likes to drink. Last night he showed up at 5ish in the morning with six other people who were all considerably fucked up. At first I just tried to go back to sleep but eventually they started cranking up the music and I forced myself to go out there. Its not that he is not a nice guy but I doubt that if he was the same and back home in America I would not spend as much time with him. The truth is he is an extremely nice guy and always wanting to make sure that I am ok. He looks out for me at all times the only real problem I have with him is that he has slept with 4 different girls in this one week I have been living with him. In some ways that is impressive and in others it is a sad show of how things are around here. From what I have gathered Luli is a well off rich kid whos dad pays for a lot of his things (not unlike myself) and very forward with women. The women here will do things with him for either that reason or because he keeps trying. I felt bad for my old neighbor because he took her virginity only a few nights ago and he told me she cried until 8 that morning. The sad thing is he was not feeling bad about it but what was even worse is that she came back over a few days later to have sex again with him. To me this is another really strange thing is the aspect of relationships here. O yes I forgot to mention that Luli has a girlfriend who works on an oilrig for 3 weeks at a time in the Netherlands. The girls that he sleeps with when they are away know about this too. It makes me wonder if his girlfriend is fucking guys when she goes away also but who knows and truthfully who cares. I just hope that soon I can get a job here and then get internet regularly. When that happens I can spend most of my day time at work and then the nights I will just deal with it. I wont care if he things that I am lame or need to go out. I don’t like spending money on getting fucked up anymore and especially when I go out the girls here try to get with me, not because they like me but because I am an American.